Like you told me I could come over but I was being dumb and I didn’t and now it’s 2 hours later and I really want to see you.
I’m so fucking dumb. I mess everything up. I could of seen my boyfriend that I haven’t seen in 2 weeks today and I fucked it up. Like I just don’t understand why I always mess everything up. Like I’m not going to see him for another month. That was literally my only opportunity to see him. And now he’s sleeping and I’m only 20 away. But tomorrow morning I will be 3 hrs away. I just wish I could go over and see him
all i think about is clothes i can’t afford and food i want to order.